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Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Bizzare thoughts keeping me up at night.

I couldn't sleep last night. Ive always been a person who reads in between the lines. I listen to the rain, I try to clam myself and listen to those around me. Last night my brain just wouldn't shut off. I stumbled upon a theory and it snowballed till about 3:30 am.
As you know human beings are 90% water. I was drinking a bottle of water and had a thought. Maybe this bottle of water is a clue to our existence. I know crazy, just hear me out. Our bodies are like vessels for water.Comprised of Carbon Water and Energy. The bottle, in a way, is the same.The plastics and the materials are a vessel for the water. If I threw that bottle of water into the ocean, eventually in time the bottle with deteriorate and the water will pour back into the ocean. This is where it got weird for me. Perhaps after we die, the energy within us flows back into an "ocean" of energy that may span across our galaxy. Perhaps our planet and our ocean is a clue to what happens to us in the afterlife.
Going back to the bottled water thrown into the ocean. Lets say the bottle breaks down, the water flows back into the ocean. From there that same water helps the fish live and breathe. The moisture eventually flows upwards into the air and creates storm clouds. The storm clouds create rain and helps plants grow. Then the plants are eaten by animals and help release oxygen. wheeew. I can go on and on but you get my drift.
Perhaps its the same with us. After we die our energy will flow and move across vast distances. Eventually leaving our galaxy, help create stars, moving comets, etc.
I was talking to a Buddhist monk. He says energy flows through us. We determine the flow of positive energy or negative energy. Just like water, we can choose to freeze it, or boil it. Even water in a bottle we can choose to keep it refrigerated or leave it out in the sun. You've heard of the term, to much of anything is not good for you. Thats starting to make sense for me. Dont be too hot or too cold. Create positive energy and expel the negative.
I dont belong to any specific religion. My parents practice Buddhism, and I like and respect their beliefs a lot. I don't know if its normal for someone to think about things like this, while not being under the influence of some sort of drugs. Its just the way my brain functions. I think about this stuff and maybe Im crazy, but It just kept me up last night. So for now time to get some sleep.
Goodnight.
Edmond

4 comments:

paul said...

That is very interesting but don't worry. You're certainly not the only one who thinks this way, especially at 3 AM. You said you don't belong to any specific religion but you are obviously still looking for some sort of answers. Even if you're only doing so at 3 AM, it shows that you're still looking at least on a subconcious level. Then again, aren't we all?

Anonymous said...

thanks paul. i didnt think anyone would read this. I think I was asking a lot of questions after my Grandmother past away. Im getting older now, and i know things are changing for me. Changing for the better.
Thank You.
Ed

Kari said...

I found ur blog through a friend and I'm inspired by the way u think. Its different and honest. I also don't follow an specific religion but think this way 2. I believe that those who think this way will go further in life then those who live narrow minded.

Edmond Lee said...

Thank You Kari,
I recently heard a quote. " Brilliant minds second guess themselves, while the fools are so sure of themselves". I liked it.
I hope things go well for me. I cant complain Im doing alright. I appreciate you taking the time to read this. Ill try to keep this blog going. Lately Im on Facebook a lot more. Well
Thanks,
Eddie Lee.